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| Jun. 8th, 2009 | 11:57 pm | ||||||
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pensive| A Rose | ||||||
| Apr. 14th, 2009 | 02:28 am | ||||||
Our love begins to bloom again, a new flower to take its place, a fresh start for you and I, a sweeter scent from where I stand, So fragile yet so proud, a little water and sunlight, the ingredients I could never find. But with your grace, even a white rose would turn red. -Cole |
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| Mar. 30th, 2009 | 12:12 am | ||||||
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| Jan. 20th, 2009 | 02:18 am | ||||||
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| Jenna's Dream | ||||||
| Jan. 20th, 2009 | 01:59 am | ||||||
And all goes black. Maybe I shall see him in my dreams again someday. |
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| Lost in You | ||||||
| Jan. 20th, 2009 | 01:27 am | ||||||
-Jsun |
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| Staind- Epiphany | ||||||
| Jan. 20th, 2009 | 01:17 am | ||||||
Your Faces so unclear I try to pay attention Your words just disappear Cuz it's always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said So I speak to you in riddles because My words get in my way I smoke the whole thing to my head And feel it wash away Cuz I can't take anymore of this I want to come apart Or dig myself a little hole inside your precious heart Cuz it's always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said I am nothing more than a little boy inside That cries out for attention Though I always try to hide And I talk to you like children But I don't know how I feel But I know I'll do the right thing If the right thing is revealed But it's always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said |
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| Jan. 20th, 2009 | 01:13 am | ||||||
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cheerful| The Son of Mask | ||||||
| Jan. 20th, 2009 | 12:56 am | ||||||
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| Jan. 20th, 2009 | 12:44 am | ||||||
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| Jan. 20th, 2009 | 12:25 am | ||||||
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| Jan. 20th, 2009 | 12:19 am | ||||||
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gloomy| Vivian's Poetry | ||||||
| Jan. 20th, 2009 | 12:04 am | ||||||
Yet they tear my heart in half You arent bein sweet to me anymore Nothing you say is makein me laugh You heartlessly trample over my secrets You shamelessly spill out my thoughts and for me to foolishly come to adore you when you drill holes through my heart you cause My eyes to swell My tear ducts softly bleed to the rhythm of your words and though i shout back at you i dont mean what i say i just want you to hurt i need you to hurt as bad as me and when there are no words left nothing ither of us can say i pull myself into oblivion a sacred place where i am safe i tell myself it didn't happened i re-root memories from the past but your words still sting inside me because nothing good ever lasts. |
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| Info About Me | ||||||
| Jan. 19th, 2009 | 11:54 pm | ||||||
light brown hair hazel eyes about 5'11 part english very toned body nice for most part maybe too friendly short hair huge flirt not flawless a thinker great sense of humor kinda nerdy smooth kind hearted dog lover fascinated by poetry loves art paintings,landscapes,natures beauty bore easily cant be tamed stubborn calm hyper loving etc.. |
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| Im not perfect | ||||||
| Jan. 19th, 2009 | 11:31 pm | ||||||
well i defiantly have some things to say to you and i think im ready to say them. jason im still in complete shock over last night. You outta all ppl i never thought would talk to me like u did. No u didn't make me mad or piss me off, wut u rly did was hurt my feelings and made me feel like shit. And u kept saying over and over that i hurt you but when i do something it doesn't matter, well ur wrong. I know i hurt u jason, but its never my intentions. and never have i ever said those things to u that u said to me last night, i love and care about u way to much to speak to u like that no matter how mad or hurt i am. i was gonna say some hurtful shit and throw things up n ur face that u have told me over the times we have talked about ur family and everything but i told myself dont do it because once u say it u will never b able to take it back and by not being able to take it back he'll never forgive u so ull never b able to talk to him again. That’s wut ran through my head. and u had me to the point of crying because i never saw that side of u. i seriously dont think u understand how rude and mean u were. It destroyed me. and no i still am not ready to talk to u. and once, if even i decide to talk to u again i dont think it will ever go back to how it was. u cant tell me u didn't mean wut u said last night or u wouldn't have said it. ppl speak the truth when their pissed off or mad. anger is hurt. i dont think ive ever hurt u as bad as u hurt me last night that's wut took me back. i thought i was someone u loved, and i kept telling myself "you dont talk to ppl like that if u love them". u tell me i never cared or loved u, well jason im here to tell u ur WRONG!! ive always loved u and cared. more than u could possibly think. u were the guy i wanted to run to when something went wrong. ur the guy who i talked to and smiled with. ur the guy who actually got to me and showed me wut living is like and how to b a good person. ur the guy that i told myself i could b with and marry. im not gonna tell u how much i love and care about u jason u have to understand that's not me. Because if u know then ull know u can hurt me and i dont wanna b hurt anymore, its happened to much in the past. so a long time ago i decide to keep my love hidden and just let ppl think wut they want cause deep down i know who i love and care about. so dont tell me i never loved u or cared, cause u have no idea how MUCH i love u and care about u or else i wouldn't even give u the time or day.and about drew, jason i cant completely let him go, i cant stand the thought of letting him go and losing u to val or someone, its not that i want him. its that trust isnt in me. its hard to completely trust someone. once i trust someone or actually give them a chance something like wut u did to me last night happens. and it tore me apart, fucking messed me up and now makes it harder for me to trust guys now. i know im a complicated girl, i know im not the easiest person to talk to, im a tough bitch i know this but if uve been through wut ive been through u would understand. its looking out for myself, trying to keep the hurt outta my life and now i feel like i have failed myself. makes me wanna just break down and cry. last night i felt u just completely hated me and never rly wanted to talk to me again. not only have i felt i lost a friend but i feel i have lost a potentially love interest. jason u have truly gotten to me this time so congratulations, im tore apart and hurt. and im sorry for all the hurt and pain i have caused u but u need to understand it was never my intentions to hurt u. i did once love u with all my heart but u rejected me last night, and i dont think I could ever love u like i once did. i am sorry for everything i have caused and i know ur a great guy deep down. but have fun and ur still in my heart no doubt but ur just not where ur suppose to b. ttyl. buh bye!! Jenn |
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| Valerie's Poetry | ||||||
| Jan. 19th, 2009 | 11:20 pm | ||||||
n my soul lights up u keep the fire in my heart from dying the love u give me is more than enough passion n desire flows thru the room as i take ur hand my heart blossoms like a flower in full bloom this love, surely by destiny planned u draw close to my body as my lips are pressed against ur own serendipity our love does embody our names carved together in ancient stone im not certain how, when, or why but u saw something in me, n u get me never did i expect to find sure pure, amazingly strong love such as ours u look inside me, behind this inconstant cover behind there is where i would hide hoping for one day i will smother but u came & in u i forever confide |
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| Staind- Right Here | ||||||
| Jan. 19th, 2009 | 11:00 pm | ||||||
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just forgive me I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting But you always find a way To keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting |
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| Jan. 19th, 2009 | 04:48 am | ||||||
and everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene I wonder what your doing imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that's not very far Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it in my face this pain you gave to me Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it my face Everyone is changing there's noone left that's real to make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i will save you from all of the unclean I wonder what your doing I wonder where you are There's oceans in between us but that's not very far [Chorus] Nobody told me what you thought nobody told me what to say everyone showed you where to turn told you when to runaway nobody told you where to hide nobody told you what to say everyone showed you where to turn showed you when to runaway [Chorus] This pain you give to me you take it all you take it all away... explain again to me you take it all away explain again to me take it all away explain again |
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| Jan. 19th, 2009 | 04:22 am | ||||||
Creep LFO: Every Other Time Sugarcult: Pretty Girl Bon Jovie: Its My Life Placebo: Every You Every Me Tonic: If You Could Only See The Exies: Ugly Tantric: Breakdown Lostproohets: Wake Up Tool: Stinkfist Temple of the Dog: Hunger Strike UPO: Godless Killswitch Engage: The End Of Heartache Dashboard Confessions: Vindicated Train: Ordinary Drops of Jupitar Stone Sour: Bother Orchids Live: I Alone Selling The Drama Switchfoot: I Dare You To Move Meant To Live Vertical Horizon: Best I Ever Had Everything You Want Drowning Pool: Tear Away Bodies Everclear: Wonderful Turn the lights off Default: Deny (acoustic) Deny Pearl Jam: Black Last Kiss Aerosmith: I Dont want to miss a thing Jaded Stone Sour: Bother Orchids Googoodolls: Iris Here Is Gone Kid Rock: Only God Knows Why Picture Rammstein: Du Hast Feurer Frei Shinedown: 45 Simple Man Audioslave: Show Me How To Live Like A Stone A perfect circle: Imagine Judith Chevelle: Send The Pain Below Vitamin R Fuel: Hemorrhage (In My Hands) Innocent Falls On Me Lifehouse: Hanging By A Moment Everything You And Me Him: Poison Girl Join Me in Death Wicked Game The Killers: Somebody Told Me Mr. Brightside Smile Like You Mean It All These Things I've Done 3 doors down: Kryptonite Loser When I'm Gone Be Like That Breaking Benjamin: Polyamorous So Cold Sooner Or Later Rain U2: One Sometimes You Cant With or with out you Beautiful day Cold: End Of The World Suffocate Stupid Girl Cure My Tragedy (A Letter To God) Foo fighters: Breakout Learn To Fly Best Of You There Goes my Hero Staind: Outside Right Here Mudshovel It's Been Awhile So Far Away Puddle of mudd: Blurry She Hates Me Control Out Of My Head Rob Zombie: Dragula Living Dead Girl Thunder Kiss '65 More Human Than Human Godsmack: I F***ing Hate You Straight Out Of Line Faceless Running Blind Awake Three Days Grace: Just Like You I Hate Everything About You Home Wake Up System of a down: Toxicity Aerials Chop Suey! Sugar Hoobastank: Remember Me Running Away Crawling In The Dark The Reason Out Of Control Disappear Papa Roach: Last Resort Getting Away With Murder Scars Broken Home Dead Cell POD: Youth Of The Nation Alive Satellite Whatever It Takes Will You Here Comes The Boom Incubus: Mexico Warning Nice To Know You Wish You Were Here Drive Pardon Me Talks To On Mute Seether: Broken Broken (ft Amy Lee) Gasoline Driven Under Fine Again Love Her Disturbed: Shout 2000 Down With The Sickness Voices Droppin' Plates Awaken Prayer Crossfade: Cold ( acoustic ) Cold Dead Skin The Unknown Colors So Far Away Starless Limp Bizkit: Rollin Break Stuff Behind Blue Eyes Faith Mission Impossible 2 My Generation My Way Nookie Creed: Stand Here With Me Weathered My Own Prison One Torn With Arms Wide Open What's this Life For Higher Beautiful What If One Last Breath My Sacrifice Korn: Alone I Break Trash Right Now Word Up! Blind Freak On A Leash Falling Away from Me Ya'll Want A Single A.D.I.D.A.S Did My Time Got the Life Marilyn manson: Rock Is Dead Tainted Love The Dope Show The Love Song The Nobodies The Fight Song The Beautiful People This Is The New Shit mObscene Disposable Teens Personal Jesus The Reflecting God Nickelback: Should've Listened Figured You Out Hero Too Bad Leader Of Men (acoustic) Leader Of Men Never Again Because Of You How You Remind Me Someday Throw Yourself Away Feelin' Way Too Damn Good Do This Anymore |
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accomplished| Staind- Outside | ||||||
| Jan. 7th, 2009 | 10:32 pm | ||||||
Can bring me to my knees Yeah All this time That I could make you breathe Yeah All the times That I felt insecure Yeah And I leave A burning path of flame I’m on the outside I’m looking in I can see through you See your true colors Cause inside you’re ugly You’re ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All this time That I felt like this won’t add Once for you And I taste What I could never have It’s from you All those times That I tried My intentions Full of pride And I waste More time than anyone I’m on the outside I’m looking in I can see through you See your true colors Cause inside you’re ugly You’re ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I’ve cried All that’s wasted It’s all inside And I feel All this pain Stuffed it down It’s back again And I lie Here in bed All alone I can’t mend And I feel Tomorrow will be okay But I know That I’m on the outside I’m looking in I can see through you See your true colors Cause inside you’re ugly You’re ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you |
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| Shakespeare's Style | ||||||
| Jan. 5th, 2009 | 11:52 pm | ||||||
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| Jan. 5th, 2009 | 11:26 pm | ||||||
Such a waste what a shame my whole life is a fake Well I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at you for years The alcohol the demerol these things never could replace What a minute with you could do to put a smile on my face I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at me for years I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skin I'm not sure where to begin why can't I begin again I can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skin Can I sllep 'til then Phenobarbitol and alocohol these two surely will do To knock me out keep me down at least a day or two When I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've become And it's more than I can bear somedays I pray someone will blow me away Make it quick but let it burn so I can feel my life fade Well I'm a waste and I can taste how bitter I've become And it's more than I can bear I can't shed my skin I can't shed my skin |
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| Jan. 5th, 2009 | 11:07 pm | ||||||
It seems she hangs upon the cheek of night Like a rich jewel in an Ethiope's ear; Beauty too rich for use, for earth too dear! So shows a snowy dove trooping with crows, As yonder lady o'er her fellows shows. The measure done, I'll watch her place of stand, And, touching hers, make blessed my rude hand. Did my heart love till now? For swear it, sight! For I ne'er saw true beauty till this night. But, soft! what light through yonder window breaks? It is the east, and Juliet is the sun. Arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon, Who is already sick and pale with grief, That thou her maid art far more fair than she: Be not her maid, since she is envious; Her vestal livery is but sick and green And none but fools do wear it; cast it off. It is my lady, O, it is my love! O, that she knew she were! She speaks yet she says nothing: what of that? Her eye discourse I will answer it. I am too bold, 'tis not to me she speaks: Two of the fairest stars in all the heaven, Having some business, do entreat her eyes To twinkle in their spheres till they return. What if her eyes were there, they in her head? The brightness of her cheek would shame those stars, As daylight doth a lamp; her eyes in heaven Would through the airy region stream so bright That birds would sing and think it were not night. See, how she leans her cheek upon her hand! O, that I were a glove upon that hand, That I might touch that cheek! |
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